Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Pre Sydney Trip
It’s the night I am traveling to Sydney 7th of December and I think I ve discovered something about my self which I don’t like.
I think I have phobia from flying specially after experiencing flying inside the United States on small flight and in terrible weather, god I hate this (as jen’s mum says)
I can’t sleep and I won’t sleep actually and I bought this sleeping bill so it knocks me off on the flight I hope it will be ok. This flight is 24 hours flying
6 hours from New York to San Francisco and San Francisco to Sydney 15 hours.
I always have this shitty dreams and sick though of my flight crashing and I don’t believe I would arrive safely and it is strange because I only discovered this after my trip inside the us and after I read part of the commission report about September 11.
Anyway hope it will be ok.
I think I have phobia from flying specially after experiencing flying inside the United States on small flight and in terrible weather, god I hate this (as jen’s mum says)
I can’t sleep and I won’t sleep actually and I bought this sleeping bill so it knocks me off on the flight I hope it will be ok. This flight is 24 hours flying
6 hours from New York to San Francisco and San Francisco to Sydney 15 hours.
I always have this shitty dreams and sick though of my flight crashing and I don’t believe I would arrive safely and it is strange because I only discovered this after my trip inside the us and after I read part of the commission report about September 11.
Anyway hope it will be ok.
